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* The Warden Commander is a small dwarf named Nygozy, duster background - may change
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Getting Used to Stuff

Post  Nygozy on Wed Aug 17, 2011 10:55 pm

Hello hello ... I know I am behind on my own posting and I've been trying to get my mind working but it has been difficult again with this fibro pain in the ... everything.

I've been upped to 100mg of Lyrica 2x daily and am not sure if it's the drug or the fibro messing me up. I'm disassociative, spinny, fuzzy, fibrofogged, and just not all there much of the time. It is bad enough that it is affecting my work and I'm so sleepy all the time I need to nap when I get home and that usually lasts 3 or more hours.

This has been bad enough that I'm actually listening to Kassina instead of being a stubborn ditz. I had not wanted to admit how much this has been affecting me with work but have to now. Monday was rough as I almost had a complete panic attack because I'd realized how much it has been. You never want to admit you are not doing so well.

Since getting used to the fibro is affecting work I am dealing with setting up to try and go on short term disability. I can't keep doing things this way and I'd rather go on disability than be fired. I know our boss would do his best not to have it come to that but if I continue this way it will happen eventually.

And Kassina is right. I have to do whatever is best for my health. Right now it's just trying to get it so the fibro is well taken care of in a way that I can function.

So I will be trying to post as soon as my mind works on it. I have flashes of inspiration then the head goes all muddled again so please bear with me as I get back to myself.

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Post  Elenri on Wed Aug 17, 2011 11:04 pm

Just take care of yourself Ny, we would rather have you leave this place then you get messed up for pushing yourself for some writing. We understand but you post when you feel that your strong enough and don't push your limits because it can get much worse. Take care of yourself Ny the loyal one's will be here. Were all friends and we don't want you hurt.
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Post  Final Warrior on Thu Aug 18, 2011 3:54 am



As far as Vigil For Vigil's Keep is concerned, I don't think you're particularly behind on the posting as much as the rest of us are.

Anyhow, it's silly to go to pieces over some writing. Deal with your health issues first; the forums can wait.

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Post  Calliara on Thu Aug 18, 2011 1:25 pm

You know what we always say: RL comes first, and of course your health is more important than anything. Take all the time you need, I'll try to keep this going. We miss you, but we want you to be alright <3
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Post  Nygozy on Thu Aug 18, 2011 11:37 pm

*hugs all*

Oh I'm not going to push myself. When my brain wants to work I let it go but if it doesn't I just wait it out. Except at work but then if I don't behave there Kassina gives me trouble.

My health is being taken care of and I don't really want to go on disability but I also do, but I don't, I do need to, it would be good, but I don't wanna but ... I guess you get the picture of where my brain is at.

I've been doing things which don't require a lot of thought at one time and that I can fiddle around with. Attention is minimal.

I always look into the forum each day to see what is going on. Please don't stop making other threads with characters not in the threads I'm in. Go for it! Dream sequences, parties, fight scenes, competitions, whatever ... just have fun gang. I'll join in as I can but I know you're right. I won't be pushing it.

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Post  Ashkaari on Sat Aug 20, 2011 5:06 pm

*hugs*

What you are going through sounds awful! It must be horrible to have to deal with it both in recreation and work. Sad I hope you don't have to lose your job or anything like that. I miss you very, very much. <3333333333 I'll PM you a list of Varric's RPs that you need to post in once you get the chance, and there's also Mission to Amaranthine on here. ^_^

*huggles tight*

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